i had lost two things i was really trying for. for once i got off my butt and went out and put effort into something that i thought i could make a difference in doing, and i got nothing. i was running for vice president for the student body at my college and lost by 36 (or there about) votes. i was pretty crushed. i went and tried out to be an mtv vj (even though i hate mtv, don't get me started) and they just glanced me over and kinda told me to go on, but all these girls that looked and acted the same were getting all the attention. they didn't know anything about music and they bent over alot and twirled their hair, and bam, they got it all. pretty much, it hurt. i'm short. i wear glasses. my voice isn't high pitched and i care about much. made me feel like shit. then i had to listen to jay-z perform the same damn song twice. at least i met some of the coolest people.

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